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Act III and the Cosmic Dancer
“At 57, I’m not winding down—I’m spiraling in. This is not the finale. This is the reclamation.”In this Wisdom Walk edition of the Soulcruzer Podcast, I step into the ...
Reality by Design: The Thinker, the Prover, and You
What if your brain is less like a truth detector and more like a belief-confirming machine? In this episode, we dive into one of Robert Anton Wilson’s most potent mind...
Story’s Answer to the Meaning of Life (And Why Logic Was Never Going to Save Us)
In this episode, I crack open Chapter 10 of Storythinking by Angus Fletcher—the part of the book that hit me in the gut and lit a fire in my mind. We explore the ancie...
How Do You Know If You’re Really Changing?
This morning I caught myself asking the same question I’ve asked a hundred times in my journal: Am I actually changing… or just looping in disguise?
The Song of the Loop: A Myth of Optimised Dopamine
For the full context, read mt blog post: Unravelling into a tangle of hyperlinks, associative thinking and the metaphysics of writing.
The Return of Story
For centuries, we’ve been conditioned to believe that logic is king and story is its court jester—entertaining but ultimately frivolous. From the moment we step into a...
The Curriculum is Not the Knowledge
📜 The Map is Not the Territory. The Curriculum is Not the Knowledge.Formal education hands us maps—structured pathways meant to guide us toward understanding. They com...
A Journey Between Moments: The Art of Interstitial Journaling
In this episode, I explore the practice of interstitial journaling which is about cultivating a micro-reflection practice that captures the nuanced micro-moments of yo...
Return of the King (archetype)
In this episode, I explore the King archetype as revealed through my mytho-expressive writing practice, highlighting my realization of needing to reclaim inner leaders...
If you want to improve yourself, get rid of yourself first
Christopher Hyatt’s statement—“IF YOU WANT TO IMPROVE YOURSELF, GET RID OF YOURSELF FIRST”—carries the raw, confrontational energy of radical transformation. At first ...
Awakening the Daimon: A Guide to Inner Power
In this episode of Soulcruzer, I dive into the ancient concept of the daimon—that inner force that’s been calling me (and maybe you) toward something deeper, something...
The Existential Chaos Magician
Reality is not what it seems—it’s a construct, a fragile illusion upheld by collective belief. For those who glimpse beyond the veil, the realization can be both liber...
Seeing the Shapes of Things
In this episode, I take you along for an afternoon walk as I explore a phrase that caught my attention: “Learn to see the shapes of things rather than the stories.” Wh...
in the game of life, are you a main quest-focused hero, a chaotic wanderer, or a philosophical sandbox player?
In this episode, I explore the idea of living life as an RPG (Role-Playing Game)—what it means to own your narrative, choose your playstyle, define your character arc,...
thoughts on Liber Null & Psychonaut
Soulcruzer Podcast: Show Notes Episode Overview Welcome to another episode of Soulcruzer. Today, I’m recording from an unlikely spot—the Premier Inn at Heathrow Airpor...
Reviving the Vibes – Dusting Off the Musical Journey Show
I'm thrilled to bring back the Musical Journey Show! This is a nostalgic nod to my past, harking back to the days when I hosted on Radio Warwickshire. It's been years ...
dude, i feel like i'm back in the infantry
Episode Summary:Hey folks, join me on one of my early morning walks where I dive into everything from infantry flashbacks to creative frustrations and the tools I’ve b...
what is it about me?
Q: what is it about me that i can't keep my virtual hands off of creativity, love, mysticism, and misfit ontology?
wrestling with the existential question: what is a life for?
In this episode, I dive deep into a question that’s been looping in my mind all day: What is a life for? More specifically, What is my life for? It’s one of those ques...
revamping, walking, and indieweb dreams
Episode Overview It’s Monday afternoon as I record this, just before stepping out for a brisk walk to clear my head after a full day at the desk. In this episode, I re...
the crimbo limbo ramble
In this episode, I’m out on a walk—my first good ramble in weeks—navigating the muddy fields and reflecting on life as we sit in this in-between time of Crimbo Limbo, ...
The setup for The Mirror of Echoes
The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play exploring the interplay between language, emotion, and thought. Four seekers, each with a unique perspective, participate in a r...
Walking as Art: The Journey Becomes the Practice
In this episode, I take you along on one of my favorite walking routes around Southam, exploring the art of walking as more than just a way to get from A to B. Along t...
Self-Reflection in the Digital Age
In this introspective conversation, we go deep into the nature of co-creation and self-reflection in the digital age. Is an AI merely a mirror of our thoughts, or can ...
How do you reduce the interference of fear and ego?
In this episode, I share my answer to the question I've been wrestling with: how do you reduce the interference of fear and ego? Fear and ego often show up as these tr...
If you want to express yourself authentically, start blogging
In this episode, I unpack my thoughts about blogging for self-expression and self-discovery, digging into my journey to reclaim creativity in the chaotic noise of soci...